Sunday, March 29, 2009

Called or Qualified?

Missing Sunday morning service is something I rarely do.  I rarely miss any service or event at church.  But lately I've been wondering . . . is my busy-ness too, well, busy?  I'm sitting here on a Sunday morning missing worship service because I am completely exhausted by my life and I had zero energy.  Granted, I have not had a good night's sleep in over a year, but isn't having a baby in the house even more reason to s l o w  d o w n????  

I've missed this morning's worship service, but, I've enjoyed my short respite to spend some time alone with my King.  The more involved I become, the more I yearn for QUIET time.  Isn't it delightfully odd how our Lord draws us to Him even more when we are trying to shut Him out with "good" things?  My life is full of "good" things.  Ministry, homeschooling, baby, Bible Study, teaching, working for the church, a third side job (gotta add my portion to the household finances!), the list could go on and on and on . . .  But I wonder.  Has Satan gotten me distracted from those things that I am called for and gotten me focused on things I am qualified for?  

You see, I learned a few years ago that God calls, then qualifies.  So I'm challenged to take inventory of my life.  What are the things I'm doing that I knew I would NEVER do because I didn't have what it takes?  Those are likely the things God has called me to do.  What are the things I could do in my sleep?  Those are likely the things, that although I am qualified, I might be filling someone else's shoes.  God may just want to move someone else in a spot I am occupying.  And He may have even more frightening things for me to do.  

Lord, help me be obedient.  Open my ears and eyes.  Speak to me through the Holy Spirit in me so that I only do what YOU are asking.  I want to do Your work alone.  Not that of human request or requirement.  Thank you, Father for equipping me with everything I need to complete the work you have set for me.  Now give me the discernment to know the difference.  
In the Mighty Name of Jesus, Amen!